Any Help Please Tawny

I went on a very long journey last night and on my journey I got given a red rose with a letter attached from my grandmother who is in spirit.
I then entered what looked like a waiting room with lots of other people that were with relatives and some had these red roses with notes.
My gran told me that my contract has nearly come to an end as when I came to this world I wanted to live until I was 41.
I told her I was too young and she said well my dear we all have to go sometime and some go younger than you.
I was also told that I had broken my contract as I should have reached spirituality by 41 and now it is my turn.
I said to my nan that I could not leave my boys without telling them that I loved them and wanted to give them a hug.
I then came too very quickly.
I was so worried I went to both of my boys, and told them I loved them.
I was also shown a car crash.
It was so vivid. I don't usually have negative thoughts but any light you could throw would be good.
I believe I am in Gods Waiting Room.
Just got to be practical which is why I was drawn here.
At least I got a bit of time to sort things out that need sorting paperwork wise.

Tawny has been told theres her help needed so she says shell have a look in morning, if all goes well for her

I would like to thank her. I think she got enough going on without my troubles

I think this is mostly your subconscious speaking out panther, you say you wanted to live until you were 41 well you have (you didnt say you dont want to live past 41!!) and you should've reached spirituality by the time you were 41, you've done that too, you're here......... the forum's called spirituality first
I think you were in the waiting room too and i think red roses are for love and your grandmother may be guiding you. I don't think breaking/ending the contract means physical death but the end of a cycle (did the car crash into a bike?) and the start of a new contract, a new path for you to follow. The car crash is symbolic of your thoughts and feelings colliding. Did it crash into another car - this could mean going head to head with someone or your thoughts are out of control and spinning too fast for you to get a handle on them, steer your mind into a comfort zone.
Did it crash into a barrier - this speaks for itself, who or what is blocking you trying to bring you to a dead stop?

Thanks Tawny. I think the waiting room is significant as in I am between two paths at the moment. The crash was in to a barrier with me behind the barrier.
Need to steer my mind I think. Take on some meditating with new smells and cd's.
Thank you Tawny. Very kind of you as I know you have enough to worry about.

tawny is fab isn't she panther

She certainly is and a great help

I think we are all "fab" in our own way.... I cant come close to her over dreams, but can do other things and it's the same with the rest of us

wendywoo wrote:

tawny is fab isn't she panther

aww shucks :wendy:

Tawny you are good.

thank you