Myself, I had the gift from birth I guess. My mom wasnt around much, but my grandmother raised me and she told me it was the devil working through me. It scared me silly and asked it to leave. An angel came to me and said that it will come when I am ready. I still had things happening to me but I just ignored it. Until about 5 yrs ago I could not ignore it any longer it was busting out wheather I wanted it to be there or not..it became loud and clear that the Kundalini was awakening period. It changed everything for me. It was an wonderful releaf and experience for me.